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Family

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Is it normal to feel this way?
To be depressed in this way
It’s not because of self-esteem
It’s not because of self-doubt
It’s because of my family
Have you ever had those people that just make you depressed?
Thos people who you can’t stand being around after five minutes
Those people who judge you and make you feel small
Those people who make you nervous
Who make you screw up
Who mess with your mind and make your heart ach
I have never had my heart ach before, only when I’m with my family
I want to be free and be just me and be alone
Because alone is always better for me than being with my family
I sometimes feel jealous when I see how wonderful my friends have it with their family But I don’t feel that
My throat closes up when I think of it
I get quite
I feel tired
I feel mentally stressed
I can’t stop the effects they take me like an allergic reaction to my family
I want to live and let live
Be free and feel free
I want to be
I want to be
I want to be me