Can I trust you


Can I trust you to not break my heart?
Should I say yes?
Should I say no?
I have no clue
The Fanciful part of me
Is telling me to say yes
And talking to you makes me want to even more
Yet the logical part of me
Is telling me to say no
You can’t possibly treat me the way I need to
You can’t possibly understand who I am
Yet something is telling me you can understand more than I understand
Something is telling me that you can decipher the confusion that goes on in my mind
I want to explore the life beyond my own
Possibly a life with you in it
Yet I am scared even though I try to front like I’m not
I’m always scared, and for some reason I fell you can help me resolve
The emotions and pain that lurk inside
Is it your calm persona?
Is it your smooth and soothing voice?

Yet I still wonder… Can I trust you to not break my heart?